Thursday, January 24, 2013

I stare at you still.

I stare at you still, I watch your perfect face in a sweet slumber listening to your breath., my favorite noise. You are so perfect. You are healthy. You are ours and I love you so much. I can't believe that we made you, that I grew you, that you came from my body, from your dad and me. You are life's great perfection, all parts of you, I am so grateful and so incredibly tired, even so incredibly tired, I can't help but marvel in all that you are and all that you will be. You light up the broken cracks in my heart. The cracks placed there in the loss of your sister, the cracks waiting to shine in the darkness, you brought the light.

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  1. What a beautiful boy , Amie. I didn't know about your little girl until now. My heart breaks for you. I had three miscarriages before this pregnancy and those were heart wrenching but I can't even imagine your pain. I'm sorry I didn't know, I will be praying for you and your beautiful family. I know it's been ages-a lifetime even- since we've talked, but you've been on my heart so often and I'm glad I finally found you. Much love- Lindsey (Bryan) Luksch
    Lcluksch@gmail.com

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